Size Queen Craves Big Black Cocks

peewee cuckold writes about how a UK Size Queen craves big black cocks and massive black dildos …

My fiancée had a long chat with me about her best friend last weekend. She admitted that her friend likes big cocks and told me a quick story about a white boy who had tried to make love to her friend. He had a small dick and was told to stop after less than a minute because “she couldn’t even feel him”! I used the term Size Queen to describe her and my fiancée agreed, explaining that her friend has become that way, and now the first thing she mentions when recounting a new date is the size of the new man’s penis. When I acted saddened and suggested that perhaps my fiancée felt and acted in the same way, she reacted sympathetically by reassuring me that she is not like that (hmmmm???? I was not convinced). She then added that she might have become that way if she’d stayed single for long enough and had hung out with her Size Queen girlfriend more often. She explained that she and her friend had bought dildos together when they were both single. She went for an average size, but her friend chose a massive lifelike one (I resisted the urge to ask the colour!). My fiancée feels that her friend has ruined herself for normal men by over using the massive dildo. Out of curiosity, I asked my girl how big the one she bought was, and she opened her hands and said “about that big, not too much bigger than yours”. I shriveled inside, as I recalled her earlier description of her dildo size as “average”.

Following immediately on from that, and whilst still on the same topic, she described her friend as more promiscuous since they have gone their separate ways because of me. He friend now goes out with other girls and is more intent on ‘pulling’. My fiancée described how the only time that either she or her friend had ‘pulled’ when out together was when she came out of the toilets to see her friend against a wall being passionately kissed by a big black man. Apparently, they had been talking to two Canadian boxers in a club, and my girl says she spent about a minute just staring as her friend was kissed and mauled by one of these studs. My fiancée says she recalls seeing his pink tongue in her mouth.

I asked whether, if my girl had been supportive of the situation, perhaps encouraging her friend to leave shortly thereafter, her friend might have had a really good night with this man. My girl responded by stating “It’s true that she does like black men.” I couldn’t resist submissively linking the two conversations. I put all recognition of inadequacy and humiliation aside, and in a statement that would have made you proud Empress Sara, I said to my fiancée; “I think your friend should find herself a big black man. If she likes black men. I mean. let’s face it, at least she’d get the big cock that she needs that way.” My fiancée responded: “Yeah, she would. That’s true.”

I decided not to push it any more. But in one conversation she’d admitted/reiterated that her friend is a Size Queen, she thinks my dickie is smaller than average and that she’s very much aware that black men have bigger cocks. Which makes me think she may well harbour real desires to go black. And I promise Empress, if she does cuckold me, just as you have been doing for years, I will accept and support that.

Turned into a Cuckold


Here is my embarrassing confession for your blog readers about how I was turned into a cuckold without even realizing. When my wife and I were first dating, it was only a few weeks into our dating relationship when she brought over her big black dildo to play with. Instead of me being a man and saying, get that thing out of here, my cock is enough for you (I have 7 inches), she made me lick her pussy while I fucked her with the BBC toy. She got so wet. I would fuck her after the toy had been inside of her and let me tell you that this sex was like sloppy seconds. She was so wet, my cock would slip out of her especially in certain positions like doggy-style. I should have known I was being cuckolded, but I thought it was just what she liked sexually, that she was a little kinky. Then one night when we were out at a club, she told me how at this very club about a year ago, she had fucked a black guy in the bathroom. While I thought that was kind of sexy and edgy, I didn’t know how edgy until she added that she had gone to the club with her white ex-boyfriend (meaning her boyfriend at the time) and hooked up with the black guy in the bathroom. She said she and her ex went home and fucked, but she had made him lick her pussy first. He had commented that her pussy was very salty and she said it was from dancing at the club, the sweat. He believed her! I thought wow he was so naive. But, I definitely kept my eyes on her all night at the club and watched every move she made!

Cheating vs Cuckolding

Little did I realize that my girlfriend, now my wife, would be cuckolding me, not just with a BBC dildo, but by going out and having sex with black men at her whim. And when I confronted her about cheating on me, she said she wasn’t cheating on me, that I knew she loved big black cocks from the time we first met! Deeper into our argument, I even mentioned the word cuckold and she didn’t even know what it meant! She was doing this to me, out of sexual desire, out of need, without any knowledge of the concept of cuckolding. After that night, I didn’t even want to admit to myself that I was a cuckold. I tried to brush it off thinking that she was just cheating. But then I realized that I was a cuck and that I needed to accept it and if I wanted to keep my beautiful wife, I’d have to let her fuck well-hung black bulls so that she could experience the ultimate sexual satisfaction she craved, that she could not get from me. And so that is where our relationship is now, and descending deeper into cuckoldry as I now eagerly lick out creampies after she returns home after fucking one of her BBC bulls.

Big Black Cock


Here is my sad pathetic story about how I got cuckolded by my girlfriend. My girlfriend is always talking about celebrities and loves to read celebrity blogs and especially comments about interracial relationships. She watches the Kardashians reality tv show and then tells me how much Kim and Khloe love big black cock and that she’s seen black cock pictures on the internet and they look so huge. When she tells me this, my whiteboy dick starts to shrink in fear, but then gets hard, knowing how excited she is by black men and their big cocks. One night we had a fight while we were out at a club, we’d been drinking. Whenever she drinks, she gets a little crazy. I shouldn’t have left her there alone, but I did. I knew she could get home to our apartment in a taxi so I wasn’t worried. Well, she didn’t roll in till about 6 a.m. It was light outside and she looked like a ragdoll. Her hair was all messed up, her dress was like, I looked at it and realized her tight black dress with laser cut slits was on backwards. Her stockings were gone. She had no lip gloss left on her lips. She said she needed to take a shower. I could smell rum on her breath when I kissed her, she had been been drinking rum and diet cokes all night. But I also swore I could smell something saltier, like sweat or cum or something.

So I went back to bed and lay there. She took her shower then came in the bedroom. She had popped on one of her little sleep t-shirts and climbed into bed. I tried to have sex with her, but she pushed me away and said she was too tired. Later that morning, but close to noon, while she was still sleeping, her cell phone was vibrating like off the hook. She doesn’t keep her cell phone locked down, so I thought, shit, I’ll check her text messages. Some are from her girls wanting to know if she’s ok, and the others are from a number I don’t recognize. “Is your pussy sore? Want some more of this?” “Wakey wakey taste the bakey.” And then there was a picture of a big black cock. Staring at me on her phone. I wanted to throw the phone against the wall, but instead I jacked off right next to my girlfriend imagining her tight little pussy getting fucked by that huge black cock. Now what do I do?

Cuckolded by a cell phone photo of a BBC

Cuckolded by Celebrities

Proof that a cuckold can be cuckolded by Celebrities !!

1. While in bed, my girlfriend was reading a tabloid and commented only on two specific stories. The first was about Cheryl Cole’s latest alleged romance with a black man. Then she went on about actor Steve Jones supposed trysts with UK glamour girl and wannabe actress Keeley Hazell. My girlfriend’s words were: “Keeley will be doing this for her career, because she’s like Cheryl. She likes black football players!” I remarked that Steve Jones wasn’t black to which my girlfriend responded, “He’s Welsh! Everyone knows that Welshmen are descended from the black Moors!” I didn’t reply, but I started pathetically and lavishly kissing her shoulders with so much enthusiasm and feebly pushed my hard little dickie into her thighs to which my she simply and disinterestedly stated, “Not tonight, ok.”

2. My girlfriend was reading a tabloid article which featured Seal and Heidi Klum’s divorce. My girlfriend said, “I always think how well he’s done for himself. Heidi Klum is out of his league… No wonder she’s divorcing him. Mind you, I hope she got some good sex from him!” I duly explained that she was right, because legend has it that Heidi the Cuckoldress was first attracted to Seal when she saw him approaching wearing just tight bicycle shorts and couldn’t help but notice how well hung he was. My girlfriend laughed and said, “Yeah, she fell in love with his big black cock!”

3. While watching X Factor, the guest star was Rihanna. My girlfriend wondered, other than her well hung black ex-boyfriend Chris Brown, who Rihanna might have dated, meaning slept with. She was shocked to hear this week that Rihanna may have hooked up with Ashton Kutcher! In fact, she denied they must have had sex, stating maybe their late nite rendezvous was for “business reasons”. “Maybe they’re collab’ing on a project!” Rihanna is a well known Size Queen who despises small penises and no one thinks Ashton has anything of size in his pants other than his wallet. Or maybe Rihanna was there to give Ashton some small penis humiliation!

4. We were about to head to bed and put a music channel on tv. It featured The Wanted, singing their new song, “Warzone”. As we watched the video, I could not believe it! It features the whole band being cuckolded. And in every case, the wimpy boy band stand and watch as their girls are expertly sexed up by a huge black stud! I was silent in shock as I took this in, only for my cuckold reverie to be interrupted when my girlfriend said, “I bet any white boys all feel pretty useless after they’ve seen THAT!” So I probed, “Seen what?” My girlfriend spelled it out, “Seen their girls getting it from a black guy. Getting interracial cuckolded. They won’t go back to their white boyfriends now! Once you go black, you never go back! Haha!” I know what my girlfriend said was a cliche, but after watching the music video, I wondered if The Wanted were just representing the collective feelings of white boys as their girlfriends all go black. And the song being titled “Warzone” leads me to believe that there might be symbolism to the feeling that whiteboys are watching their white girlfriends being sexually conquered by black men. And the feeling of being cuckolded by superior black men must feel like losing a war whiteboys can never win.

5. My girlfriend was having an espresso reading a fashion magazine and added more to our discussion about Heidi Klum and Seal earlier in the week, where we spoke about how Heidi the Cuckoldress had first been attracted to the bulge in Seal’s pants. My girlfriend commented that, “Heidi Klum is the most beautiful of all the models. Except maybe that blonde in the L’Oreal ads, whoever she is, you know the one.” I do ‘know the one’ and I know it’s Dutch hottie, Doutzen Kroes. I didn’t want to tell my girlfriend that Doutzen ALSO has a black husband and was pregnant by him, but I didn’t have the guts to tell her! I used to fantasize about Doutzen and look at her pictures when I masturbated. When I found out that Doutzen had gone “black”, I felt like such a cuckold. It has happened over and over that I have been cuckolded by celebrities – beautiful Cuckoldress girls sexually involved with superior black men.

6. When news broke about Cheryl Cole possibly hooking up with singer Taio Cruz in Heat magazine, my girlfriend read the article out loud to me (she never does this for vanilla relationships) and ended by saying, “Cheryl loves her black cock!” I totally accepted this statement and even rubber stamped it by saying, “Yeah totally. She does. You can tell she was never truly with that Derek Hough dancer. No chance! That was just a publicity relationship.” (Derek Hough is a blond dancer known for his work on Dancing with the Stars.) My girlfriend agreed. “I think that relationship was just rigged to get Cheryl press in the U.S. cuz she was going to be doing her tv show in the States. I think she was really into Will.I.Am from Black Eyed Peas. Shame he broke off with her.”

7. We’ve decided on going to Majorca for a quick getaway, because my girlfriend recommended we go there. When recounting her previous trip to the island of Majorca, she explained, “I was on a bus with another girl, I saw an amazing thing. I remember we sat in coach, and my friend tapped me on the shoulder and excitedly demanded that I look at what she was pointing at. When I looked, there was a black guy and he was wearing some shorts, you know like bicycle shorts that you mentioned Seal was wearing when Heidi Klum first spotted him. But you could see it hanging down his leg. Honestly, his cock was massive and was hanging right down his thigh.” I just meekly replied feeling small penis humiliation, “They do have much bigger cocks, yeah. Did he catch you looking at it?” My girlfriend explained, “No, we were both just sat staring at it for ages. We were able to stare without being seen. It was like we were hypnotized by it. Honestly, it was massive.” So I wondered if my girlfriend wanted to back to Majorca because of being hypnotized by black cock there! I truly felt cuckolded. I’ll have to write more after our trip!

Cuckoldress – New “Dear Cuckoldress” Letter

Dear Cuckoldress,

I love your site and would welcome your thoughts and constructive advice.

We have ALL noticed the fast-growing trend for the prettiest white girls to attach themselves exclusively to big black men. Who hasn’t?!

That observation was what initially began to impact on me. But my submersion into the interracial cuckold lifestyle is becoming all the more deep because I am, at present, seriously wondering whether my own gorgeous fiance is as curious about being with a well endowed black man as I fear/crave and is on the verge of becoming the Cuckoldress of my dreams/nightmares.

As such, I wanted to document some of the evidence/clues that I have for doubting her exclusivity to my tiny white dick. I had wanted to avoid publishing these details, for fear that it will get back to my girl somehow but I just need your expert guidance so I am prepared to take that risk.

These accounts are 100% true and accurate, and I would welcome your feedback as to whether I have a black cock loving fiance on my hands.

1. Within 2 months of us dating, she told me that she DIDN’T find black men attractive. However, when I pointed out that such a comment might be portrayed as racist, and added that there are lots of handsome black men, she replied, “Yeah, that’s true. Some are good looking. I do know that most girls really like black men. Almost all my friends love black men!

2. She told me that her friend has a black boyfriend called Rocky and that apparently he has a HUGE cock. She remarked, “they say that black men have much bigger cocks, don’t they? I wouldn’t know because I’ve never been with a black man. When I asked whether my dick was too small for her, she cuddled me and told me not to worry and that mine was ok enough.

3. When we noticed an interracial couple walking ahead of us, my fiance blurted out to me, “Oooohh, look “that girl likes black men. She’s in for a good pounding tonight.”

4. She has on 3 separate occasions (one immediately following the above remark) stated, “Can you imagine if I cheated on you with a black guy? That would be the worst thing possible wouldn’t it? It must be hard for men to handle it when a girl has been with black men before.”

5. She told me that if she had to pick a celebrity black guy for her “ultimate list”, it would be 50 Cent, because she couldn’t think of one so I went for the biggest, blackest man I could dream of.

6. She has twice quoted the phrase “once you go black, you never go back” to me. Whilst it was used to comedy effect, the fact that she knows, and uses that phrase with her fiance, is a tad brazen.

7. She remarked on the Next catalog male underwear section, because ALL of the models in those pages were black men. She said, they’ve chosen black men for the underpants, probably because they’re known for having big packages.

8. When I went to pick her up from a work night out, I entered the bar and couldn’t find her. As I journeyed further into the bar, I found her on the dance floor. It was a deserted dance floor, other than my fiance and two black men, with whom she was dancing enthusiastically. As she caught sight of me she walked to me as if nothing had happened, but other patrons were looking at me as I led her away from the dance floor, and I could see they were joking about how my girl had been all over the big black men.

9. I was asked by my fiance whether I’d ever seen a black man’s penis. When I replied yes, she asked what they were like. I replied, bigger and blacker. She looked so lustful and just turned away from me, deep in her own thoughts.

10. She reads all the ladies weekly magazines available, and skips through the pages as she does so. But whenever there is an article/picture about a white celebrity dating a black man, she always reads it, often out loud to me.

11. She is always quick to inform me of those celebrities who only date black men. For example, she went on about Girls Aloud singer Nadine Coyle’s relationship with huge NFL star Jason Bell, popular WAGs Helen Flanaghan and Imogen Thomas, flings with black football players and Cheryl Cole’s reported preference for black men.

12. When a mutual friend was telling us both that her younger sister was going off the rails, was only with black guys and has just had a tattoo of a black lover’s name on her shoulders, my fiance was fascinated. So much so that she 5 (FIVE) times, within that hour, stressed to me that the younger sister’s preferred black men were really black and you know, proper black men.

13. Recently, she told me that she loves R&B and rap, and that she does find black men cool.

14. One of her best friends recently told her that she had previously slept with a black man. My fiance was surprised and told me she didn’t know that her friend had a slutty past. When I reminded her that lots of white girls sleep with black men nowadays and that I’m therefore lucky that she still likes white boys, she replied only with, you’re right.

15. When we were about to attend one of her family weddings recently, she took the chance to flick through the family members who I would be meeting. Out of the 5 or 6 girls she showed me, she only mentioned the dating habits of one who just so happened to be really into black men. I looked at the girl, who was absolutely gorgeous, and asked, what, only black? My fiance replied, yeah, she just loves black men.

16. We recently read Page 3 of a newspaper featuring a story about glamour girl Sam Cooke dating Man United’s black centre back Chris Smalling. My fiance stated,all the Page 3 girls go with black men don’t they?. I replied that I knew that Amii and Keeley like black men, and expanded by saying, I think most girls with really hot bodies seem to prefer black men nowadays! Certainly in England. My fiance nodded her head.

17. I bought her and her friend tickets to the Usher concert. When I drove them there, she and her mate kept going on about how gorgeous he is, and how he could get any girl he wanted. My fiance then bought me a pair of panties with OMG emblazened across the ass and a t-shirt with Usher’s naked chest imprinted on the front. She laughed when I put them on, but screamed like never before when I made love to her wearing the t-shirt.

18. When I told her my brother’s girlfriend is going on holiday with her friends to Ayia Napa, a resort on the island of Cyprus, she replied, that’s where girls go if they want to be with black men! It’s where they go for black cock! It’s well known.

19. She wants us to go to the Caribbean on holiday.

20. When I bought some JLS (a popular UK black boyband who now promote safe sex) condoms for us, as a joke, she asked, will they be ok for you, because black men probably need a bigger size don’t they?

21. After I’d taken her to see a performance of Romeo & Juliet, in which Romeo was played by a big black guy, she remarked, I didn’t like it, but I admit the two leads looked really hot together.

22. In a conversation with her sister-in-law the other day, she finally conceded that she DOES find black men really attractive. But she feels that she has been conditioned not to go for black men by her brother, who would disown her if she ever did. Her sister-in-law duly advised that she herself HAD been with black men. My fiance looked stunned, but giggled with her sister-in-law as her brother stormed out of the room like a petulent, humiliated little boy. I then sat by her side, stroking her thigh in silence, as they both discussed all the black men they most fancy.

23. My fiance loves to watch music videos featuring black music artists, this is almost exclusively the only music videos she watches.

24. My fiance had a long chat with me about her best friend, admitting that she seeks big cocks, so much so that she recently told a white boy, who tried to drill her with a small dick, to stop after less than a minute because “she couldn’t even feel him”! When I used the term ‘Size Queen’ to describe her, my fiance agreed, explaining that her BFF had indeed become that way, and now the first thing she mentions when recounting a new date is the size of the new man’s penis!

25. We were watching an episode of Little Britain (funny sketch show) in which the blonde lead character is raving about her new black boyfriend and even used the phrase “once you’ve gone black, you never go back”. My fiance laughed, and said to me, “she’s like me”!! (She was referring to her joke use of the phrase when she was overheard saying it to me by a foreign waiter last year. So although it wasn’t as brutal as it seemed, it sounded soooooo right!!).

26. When X Factor came on over here, Cheryl Cole has been replaced by the lead singer, Tulissa, of a UK band called N Dubz. Like Cheryl, Tulissa is regarded by those in the know to be ‘black only’. It would seem my fiance is one of those in the know. Because when Tulissa came to life when judging the talents of a hot black stud, my girl said “yeah, well Tulissa will love him ‘coz he’s a black guy. She loves black men”. I agreed and subtly pointed out that Kelly Rowland (the other female judge) will no doubt share Tulissa’s praise, and then reminded my fiance that her predecessor, Cheryl, was also partial to black guys. My fiance thought about what I’d just said, and then calmly stated, in such a matter of fact kind of a way, “they all love black men don’t they. Big black men. They all love them”. This time, I just snuggled her submissively as she no doubt thought about the words she’d just spoken.

27. On holiday in Jamaica, when we saw some white American guys walking away from an African sunglasses salesman, laughing as though mocking him, I pointed it out and said that I thought that was cruel. My fiance replied “they’re probably just jealous. I bet he’s got a massive cock!” I was so shocked I just laughed!!

28. Whilst reading a paper around the pool, there was a feature on Pixie Lott. I asked my fiance who Pixie was dating (as I had seen pics of her with some white English guy). My fiance responded by saying “she likes black men”. I knew that this wasn’t necessarily true, and that Pixie was currently with a white boy, but I just accepted my girl’s version and replied despondently, ‘they all do. they love black guys don’t they?” My fiance didn’t respond to my question, perhaps mistaking it merely as an obvious statement of fact.

29. Over the course of our summer vacation holiday, and since our return, she has essentially cajoled me into offering to become her attentive slave – in a nice way. She has deprived me of sex every night, citing tiredness. But instead she cleverly seized on my comment about really enjoying stroking her body and hair, to such an extent that over the last few nights, after she has told me sex is off the menu, I have actually ASKED if I can stroke her. She of course ‘allows’ me this pleasure and then I lie next to her, naked with my pathetic white dickie all hard and stiff, gently and lovingly caressing her body and stroking her hair until she falls asleep.

30. Last night, she allowed me to stroke her whilst I watched the football on television. I did so for over an hour, until she complained of feeling tired. At that time, I had pulled her pj bottoms over her bottom and had been stroking her naked ass cheeks as well as her back. But when she mentioned being tired, there was still 20 minutes of the game left but I dutifully pulled her pj bottoms back over her gorgeous bum, turned off the television and said “well let’s get you to bed and I’ll stroke you to sleep – if that’s ok?”. My fiance, for the first time, uttered the phrase “Good boy” to me. I felt so proud.

31. Whilst in bed, stroking my girl’s hair, she read the newspaper, commenting only on two stories. The first was about Cheryl Cole’s latest alleged romance, again with a black man. Then about Steve Jones’ supposed trysts with Keeley Hazell. My fiance’s words, as I stroked her submissively, were “Keeley will be doing this for her career, because she’s like Cheryl. She likes black football players”! I didn’t reply, but I started pathetically and lavishly kissing her shoulders with so much enthusiasm as I stroked her lush hair and feebly pushed my hard little dickie into her thighs, to which my fiance simply said “Not tonight, ok.”

I am pretty sure there have been many, many, many other little comments and glances that have led me to wonder whether my gorgeous fiance may be truly craving black men and that her becoming a Cuckoldress is the natural order of things. Perhaps she’s been dreaming of making me her cuckold? I just cannot ignore the feeling I have: it seems to me that black men are now the new Alpha male in the western world and that beautiful, young, independent white girls are now lusting after these real men like never before.

As such, I feel that I should now take the plunge, risk whatever humiliation comes my way, and support my fiance in going black. I will continue to drop little hints that I would understand her taking a black lover and that I am totally and utterly submissive to these real men. In time, I am convinced that a big black stud will be in our bedroom fucking my sweet fiance like I could never, ever hope to.

But Cuckoldress, do you agree? Or am I misreading the signs? Your expert advice and guidance would be very much appreciated.

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